Thursday, May 19, 2005

I am a... Submissive Slut

I've been wanting a place to write about my new interest in D/s...and this will be it. Background on me to follow in another post, want to start by writing about last night. Names changed for privacy, of course.

I have been seeing J for a month. We met online, not on a BDSM site. His ad appealed to me cause he said he was a dominant looking for a relationship. While I was not sure I was looking for a LTR, I responded. We turned out to have a lot in common and when we got together, we got on extremely well.
J's thing is he only wants to do D/s with someone he is truly close with..no scenes per se.
My thing is I have no experience but realized that was something I'd been interested in and repressed during a long marriage with a guy who had little interest.
J and I have had sexual encounters during the month, but last night was the first time my submission came into play.
I was wearing a black body stocking, black lace demi bra, lace panties, heels. I removed the bra and pulled the body stocking down so he could bind my breasts with Shibari rope, tease and clamp my nipples, tell me to close my eyes, lay me on the bed and tease my nipples and clit with a riding crop.
Oh, and did I mention the way he kissed and bit my breasts, and sucked my nipples, and pulled and twisted them so they became long and erect? And how good it felt and how I moaned in the back of my throat?
It was all that.
He put his fingers inside me, 2 or 3 would fit, and as he teased my breasts and went for the g-spot from the inside, I came, hard, against his hand, another first.
After that, I sucked his cock and this man knows things...he flipped me upside down over the edge of the bed to suck him, put me between his knees and fucked my face. I put my big breasts around his cock and fucked him with my nipples (or vice versa) and sucked him a little at the same time.
He came deep in my throat and I swallowed, so excited I thought I could come again.
Later, after we'd rested and ate and hung out, I took off everything and he dressed me in a beatiful white, intricately knotted rope, pulled me to the edge of the bed, and described how he could pull the rope to fuck me.
I begged to suck him some more and he let me. And that's when I basically went crazy, really excited.
I don't even remember what we were doing when that second set of orgasms kicked in, but I know it was good, and that my sense I'd be happy as a total slut were true.

1 comment:

Jay said...

my cock is hard