Domination

Because of some issues in Z's life, there's been very little BDSM in our life together recently, and not much pain. And not much sex.
I incredibly miss the feeling of Z dominating me...the power of his hand on my throat, slapping my breasts, shoving a hand between my thighs.
For this reason, I have been asking my other partner, D, to be rougher--but good as it is, it is just not the same.
Z, I long for you touching me, mastering me, controlling me.
I miss your touch, your power, your love.