Missing Z

It amazes me how much I miss Z--there is no one besides him in my life who can dominate and control me the way he does and I miss it so much.
Although I enjoy lots of sexual expression that has little to do with D/s, there's no question but that Z and I have the most powerful connection I've experienced, and our D/s relationship is a strong part of that.
Oh, how I hunger for him to touch me, to hold me down, to push and pull and stroke me, to feel his hand at the back of the neck.