Yes, Z was looking

So the man who asked me not to do D/s with anyone else (and I've honored that up to now) has been advertising on CL.
Yes, it's over.
There is nothing it can be besides over.
How can I give myself to someone who lies?
It's one thing not to be exclusive.
It's another thing to tell someone you are happy and you care for them--and at the same time
be looking for other women--and sending them your picture etc.
This is bad.
And the end.

There were so many things I wanted to do with him--
And now they are not going to happen.
At least, not with him.